Monday, October 6, 2008

Devastated

We found out this morning that one of our babies didn't make it. We are sick with grief. I am trying to balance how to be happy with the one baby we have, with the deep hurt I feel for my baby who didn't make it. I heard it's heart beating. I saw it staring at me on the screen. And that has just been taken away from me. We will move on from this - it just might take some time.

Our precious surviving baby was looking great. Heartbeat at a speedy 181 bbp. Measuring right on track. We are so thankful for that. I feel completely blessed, and completely cheated all at the same time.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Praying for u.

D

Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry. May God be with you. Take care of yourself. I'll be praying as well.

Tab said...

Your in my prayers, I hope God gives you the comfort and peace that you are searching for, and that he continues to bless you and your husband and your little one. (((HUGS)))

Anonymous said...

My thoughts, prayers, and love are with you.

MLA

Christi said...

sorry to hear about the loss of one of the babies...