I had a terrible moment today. I was SO frustrated, I threw the baby monitor against the wall and broke it. Like some drunk frat guy who is pissed at a girl. I felt stupid after it happened and was glad no one was there to witness my meltdown.
I need to just calm down about all of this and realize that it isn't that big of a deal. I've said it before, but it is worth repeating, for my own good...is it really going to matter 6 months from now how Jack napped as a baby? No. I need to chill the heck out.
Today was just as bad as usual, though he ended up getting about 20 minutes of solid sleep in his swing. The evening was fine, and he was asleep in his crib by 7:45. Thank God he is a good night time sleeper.
We see the pediatrician tomorrow for their 6 month visit, so I'll be discussing this with her for sure. I'd like her advice.