Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Why do I want to be a mom?

Because I have such a great one. She is the best mom in the world. I can talk to her about anything, and I know she listens to me and cares. We love to gossip and laugh. I can't imagine my life without children because I can't imagine not sharing the love I have been given by her.

We talk on the phone all the time, but during this IVF cycle, she has called me every day just to check on me. She tells me every day she is thinking about me. I know she is just as nervous about these results as I am.

Sooo...on to tonight's update:
I am 4dp 3dt. Equivalent to 7 dpo. I am a masochist, so I plan to test this weekend. I hate myself already. I feel nothing. Maybe some minor cramps, but I wouldn't have noticed had I not been DYING to notice some cramps. Honestly, I don't think I am pregnant. I am hoping I can cycle again in October or November at the latest. This really sucks.

2 comments:

Dr. Erin and Mr. Heath said...

Your mom is the greatest. I love her!

And, don't give up yet. Most people don't "feel" pregnant 7dpo. Be patient! I'm still praying for you guys constantly.

ajvann said...

I hope this is it for you! I would test this weekend too, it's way too hard to wait. Looking forward to hearing the results!